i became interested in ufos 1 1/2 months ago. reading many books on ufos. reading book on arcturians about how those who are in tune with them are in communication with them. and those people are 'on their screens.' i try my best to live to the highest standard. maybe that means in tune with them----light worker. two days before the event, was praying and meditating that i could be in communication with them. i also know that what the mind concentrates on materializes into our reality. so, two days later, i went onto my balcony and looked south and saw a light that was stationary. was that way for about 30-45 seconds. then it grew very large into a perfect many sided star like light (about 12 points). it remained like that for about 5-10 seconds, then it simply vanished---just winked out. my feeling is that the ETs were acknowledging my intention to have a relationship with them. that is my strong feeling.1. i just went onto my patio to go outside.2. i simply looked and noticed the light.3. i thought the light might have been a plane.4. the light was stationary.5. right after the whole incident, i felt that i had seen an ET craft--they were acknowledging my intention to have a relationship with them.6. the light just vanished--like a light that just went out.