blue light changing shape and brightnessI would like to first say I understand how important your website is. I have a hard time discussing the topic with friends and family. I have had numerous sighting and experiences since I was a child. Last year on the same day on July,07/13/02, I went to sleep in my bed room around 12 A.M. I was laying in my bed watching the television for around a half an hour. Nothing much was on the t.v, so I turned it off and started to close my eyes. The lights were off and the room was pitch black. I was still awake. I want to make it very clear that I was awake and not drifting off to sleep. I've had a real problem falling asleap in the past two years, I've seen a doctor about this. On a usual night I will just lay in bed thinking about the day and things going on in my life. This is what I was doing that night. I all of a sudden felt strange and heard a faint sound, almost like that of a pool filter being on. It was a kind of humming, but not loud at all. I felt nervous and looked out of the window by my bed. Above my roof was a blue light. It changed colors and sizes, yet did not seem to be moving. Still in bed, I tried to get up, but found my body frozen. I could not move. Then suddenly I felt my legs being pulled and my body being moved from my bed. I tried to scream, but I could not talk. I became worried that I would stop breathing. I have never been so scared in my life. The strange thing is that this is all I remember. I regained control over my body and got out of bed and looked out of the window. The light was gone. I glanced over at my alarm clock, andit read 2:30 A.M. Over two hours had passed, but the whole experience felt like only minutes; I am positive that I did not dream this, and know that I was awake the entire time of the occurance. This was not the last time this kind of episode has happended. Only a month ago I had two similar things happen. One was scary as all hell! I was laying in bed ready to fall asleap when a small light, almost like a lighting bug flew by my dresser. ! Then I was frozen and could not move, but I could move my eyes. My head was facing my couch and there I saw " Myself " sitting on the couch. I was so stricken with fear, it was so real. I was watching myself from a behind the scenes point of view. I then fell asleep. I've had missing time episodes all of my life, and numerous times I've seen strange moving lights in the sky. One time I watched an unidentified object flying in circles and changing color, I saw it from the raod and followed it to scudder Beach on Long Island. I saw a suffolk county police car parked near by and asked if the officer would take a look. The two of us watched in awe this strange light. Anyway I thought I would write what has happened in my life. Do what you want with it, draw a conclusion. But the fact is these things happened and scare me.