When I am falling asleep the paralysis start. I hear the hum or buzzing and I become paralyzed. The torture starts, the pain is unbearable and my fear is beyond description. I fight to pull myself out and often times I can glimpse them around me. I have seen orbs above me and the humming or vibrational sound is all I can hear. I feel my body floating and I have no control. It's night after night and I try not to fall asleep but I eventually doze off and before I am even asleep the humming starts and I know it's starting. One year ago I started getting really sick, I was sick for 3 months straight then it faded a little. I am getting sick again and the nightly visitations have intensified. I have a strange rash on my neck and have found unexplained marks on my body at different times . I stay exhausted from lack of sleep. I went to the doctor but all testing came back normal. Years back in a vivid dream state I was on a ship and saw the earth in the far distance. I was shown amazing things as well as future events all playing out on a big screen That was really amazing but it soon went from amazing to terrifying because it wasn't to long after that the paralysis started along with the pain and torture. I was 16 when that event happened and I am now 31. I need help, it used to come and go, leaving me alone for months at a time but there has been little let up for the past year. I have kept this to myself for so long but it is becoming more than I can handle. I need to see a field representative, I fear for my life.