Saw saucer shaped UFO that gave me the impression that it was looking for me.I was walking from the bus stop to my house and decided to stop in the park to use the laptop (better internet access with wireless broadband) before I went home. I sat there for about fifteen minutes, I was already sick and I felt ...as crazy as this sounds... an external 'annoyed/go inside/getting sick' that wasn't my mind or emotions. As if something was annoyed at me for being so reckless, sitting in the cold while sick.It suddenly got urgent. 'Go home' I literally heard. As if I was in danger sitting there, beyond getting the flu of a lifetime.(I know this sounds like a prank and I feel crazy for admitting I heard/felt that, but you wanted to know everything...) I walked home and as I stood on the driveway, I had lost my key and I sat down outside. I sat there for about five minutes, waiting for housemate to finish putting baby to bed so she could let me in, and I saw something.It was about fifty metres away, the size of half a penlid, and coming diagonally towards me. It was heading straight for the park. It was a saucer shape, had some lights... that blurred in my eyes so I cannot say how many but some were larger than others... and I suddenly felt like it was lookingfor me, expecting me at the park, and that I HAD to get indoors. It made no noise, even though it was low down, we have planes that cross over much higher that we can hear (They don't follow the path it took and they are much much higher, always the same route for them.)... it was close, low, and it was upwind, but I still heard no sound from it.I got inside as soon as I could and even though I felt scared, I for some reason went to my room. I lay down.I woke up about 23:00, feeling like I had woken from being under general anesthetic (I had surgery in 07 so I remember the feeling well), all groggy and strange. Soon I went back to sleep and slept it off.We see many planes going over us but none follow the route this UFO took, they are all heard easily, and they never come down as low as it was.I've seen one UFO before this, but I can't remember what date it was as I was a child, and a strange event happened to me when I was about three or four years old. A huge flash of light during a thunderstorm and more... sound, something outside... but not a lightning bolt (see below), I was scared suddenly beyond anything I'd ever felt(even though I had been watching the storm for about an hour and was used to the lightning), I thought lightning had struck the window... it was that bright, that incredible. I assumed it was a lightning strike outside the window because of the sound/something there...But when I went to parent's room, they hadn't heard or seen a thing.From that day on, I was scared of one type of alien only. ALl others I liked to watch in movies... not that we really watched any at that age...but from that age right to now, I cannot watch sci-fi movies with one particular type of alien. It wasn't that I'd been exposed to alien movies as a child, I was only a toddler... it just always was, I always knew about them, I literally grew up knowing, like I know that there are lions in Africa type of know.It's only recently, since I moved out of that house and bedroom, that I allowed myself to think it was more than a lightning strike. There's a similar flash on youtube of a possible abduction with a big flash.So I've always had things happen, always seen things, always known.