Im still looking for answears. This image has been here every night for years. I smoke alot outside and sometimes im out there for an hour at 4 am watching the skies and Ive seen strange things in St Charles. This image I attached ive seen a plane get close to it once and it shut off its lights and disappeared. Ive seen fire balls fly around the speed of a plane and burn out they're lights and disappear. There are a suspicous number if unmarked airliner like planes seeming to patrol the area although we have an airport, they are too big for this small airport. Ive had many strange events like 2 summers ago, every time I would think UFO outside I would see a shooting star after something seemed to possess me to look up at the sky at the exact moment numerous times. I really want to know already if this is a sattelite, UFO or star because it is actaully holding me back from moving on with my life. Sometimes I think the mayan theory and 2012 could be the second coming of Christ execpt I want to move on with my life and go back to college. Someone please please write me and tell me what this thing is. It is the first light you can see in the skies at sunset along with the moon. It is bright very very bright. It is always no higher up than a usual airplane. It moves across the sky as like the stars do, but much much faster. It goes from the south west hemisphere to the northern and dissappears every sunset. Ive also seen other stationary lights but i will sit still on the porch for 10 minutes and the lights will go from one side of the tree bracnh to the other side very noticeable within 10 minutes. Please help me move on with my life because I am now suffering from schitzophrenia and bipolar depression and it is turning me into a heavens gate like disaster although I am tame. I want to put this issue to rest. I need youre help so study this picture and email me questions for I am 100% sure right now that this is a stationary nightly large UFO, it is obvious to me with all these strange planes that werent there 3 years ago. Why I am superspicous is because I went onto this apparition website a few years ago and labeled this apparition of the Virgin Mary with my philosophy on what it meant with Microsoft paint....refering to my attached image file. cut n paste http://images.search.yahoo.com/images/view?back=http%3A%2F%2Fimages.search.yahoo.com%2Fsearch%2Fimages%3Fp%3Dvirgin%2Bmary%2Bapparition%2Bpictures%26ni%3D20%26ei%3DUTF-8%26fr%3Dyfp-t-501%26fr2%3Dtab-web%26xargs%3D0%26pstart%3D1%26b%3D61&w=255&h=280&imgurl=jesusphotos.altervista.org%2Fmary_apparition1.jpg&rurl=http%3A%2F%2Fjesusphotos.altervista.org%2F&size=13.7kB&name=mary_apparition1.jpg&p=virgin+mary+apparition+pictures&type=JPG&oid=13b6a77e0ac2c476&no=62&tt=771&sigr=11239s3ls&sigi=11flo5b1o&sigb=14c9jha65 My email adress is [email protected] please ask me questions I want to move on from my superspicions.