I have been observing some very bright orbs outside of my apartment that are much larger than stars - and definitely not planets. they typically hover and then vanish within seconds before i am able to record them. i have seen them appear over my building at night, only to fizzle out and turn into a blinking red dot that disappears. on august 7th, around 130am, the bright orb appeared at my eye view of my living room window - which is on the second floor. i ran as fast as i could to the window, and recorded it through the glass. it hovered for about 15-20 seconds about 20 ft above the building parallel to mine. it then began to ascend slowly in an upward motion - beginning to reveal a saucer-like shape with round lights blinking from the inside to the outside. the colors appeared to be red, white and blue. the craft flew over the parking lot and then over my building, where at the 1:19 second mark it completely vanishes. as i watched the craft, i felt the feeling i have felt when i have seen them all - i simply cant breathe. i feel as if they are as aware of me as i am of them, and possibly watching me. right after i recorded the video i watched it and was shocked at what i saw. i am certain that i have been abducted several times - with mild memories of one abduction and photos of intricate deep needle marks found on my leg one morning. i have several documentations of high strangeness.