this is something i have been planing for many years i am very proud with my alien contact with beings from another world it started back in spring of 2008 and i decided one night to do this experiment on myself so i got into a mind frame of focusing all my energy on making contact with the world above me and i did here goes, i started calling to the aliens above , and i fell asleep aroun 5am i usually wake up and i decided to contine in what i was doing i was well aware i was putting all my brain waves and emotions up to the sky now im an occultist of many years scince i was a child ive alwasys beleived in other worldly people and i was still aware i was doing this when i awoke and i said to myself keep doing what you are doing raewyn it will come i can feel it, i rememember it being a clear midnight sky very unusual for this time of year in scotland anyways i was well aware of the moon it was full and then my experience began i was suddenly in the spaceship but i was being taken on a tour of the ship they were not pleased with me whem i asked them what are you doing with me the large grwu alien was not to pleased with me and i was aware theat i must behave myseld and not be to bossy as i usually am anyeay people where bording it like a massive shop the aliens said to me telepathically that somerfields supermarket is to the right of me i awoke on my right side , they left the 3 of them massive tall grey tith enourmous black eyes and they left.this was the end or so i thought this next experience i dont know what to make of ti it, now due to all theis i am heavily medicated and on injections twicw a week and i beleive it is all the experience that has donethis to me anyways here goes the next night this is when it really hits off i pray to the aliens to come vist me again the next night and they do so around the same time i awake with this massive light being beeamed down on me and im hanging on to my mattress for dear life i say no you cant take me i have my son in the next room they are trying to beam me up and i say no no , you are not taking me i dont eant to go with you the three of them staredown at mee now im scared they leave nd i dont know what to think i still dont please help me i need answers you are my only hope love raewyn