I was in bed facing the window when I saw a saucer shaped object hovering above the ground with colored lights pulsating off and on.I was in my country home of Tx. I remembered being very sleepy. Then next, I was on a metal table surrounded by grey creatures with black eyes. This was not the first time. One was their leader who communicated to me telepathically in English. I recognized him from 1974, in which he caused me great pain, yet promising me he wouldn't hurt me. I never saw a craft then, just being afraid in driving home, feeling like I was being followed in Mo. This time he said the same thing, "I won't hurt you". In 1974, I never told anyone not even my husband then. I was too afraid to talk. The grey lied to me then. What he did with an instrument was torture. I remember screaming. The others seemed as students and he was teaching them how to approach a human in 1974.Again, he seemed to be teaching a group of three. I told him, he lied. He seemed taken back by my choice of words, but continued. The instrument was shaped like a silver pen in which a light pulsated as he pressed on it. He ran it over my scalp, in which pleasure ways the outcome. I didn't want him to stop. I somehow knew it was an instrument to block pain. When he stopped, he said, "See, I didn't hurt you". This was the first time he and I communicated back and forth. The next thing I knew is that he and the space craft was gone and I was no longer afraid of them. He, the instructor, never seemed to age as us. He looked exactly the same in 1974 and 1997. I can't remember any more events. I have no photos, or videos to prove my story. Except my word.