20 years ago i was abducted twice. my mother lived in the same house. she was also abducted twice at the same time. i was not asleep. i saw very bright lights through my window where no cars would be able to travel. out house bordered 100's of acres of forest service in the middle of a mountain away from everything. dogs and children hated that property. i was renting. the home owner was building their dream home and abruptly left and the reasoning didn't make sense until we were abducted. i was trying to have a baby. i had 1 still born child and 3 miscarriages at this point. after the abduction i was able to conceive and have healthy children. after being in my bed entirely awake but unable to move and realising what was happening i had the strongest unexplainable feeling like nothing i ever experienced, that they were here to help me and i should not be scared it was stronger than intuition or any 6th sense. i felt my body being put back together, almost like i was taken through the ceiling atom by atom then put back together atom by atom. i knew that they would be back in 2 days and they did come back. same thing, bright lights, loss of time, extreme feelings of comfort and loss of body movement beyond being scared stiff. i could not scream although i tried very hard. we moved shortly after these abductions. never tested soil or such. back then i was terrified to talk to anyone about this or come forward except my mom because she experienced the same thing. i believe they took her on accident. she had a hysterectomy and her experience was not as in depth as mine was. although she had the same overwhelming peaceful message feeling as i did. she also felt that they were interested in our reproduction capabilities. i felt like not only did that fix me so i could have children but i also feel like took my eggsðÿ˜ÿ. i was abducted during my ovulation time also. the ets i witnessed were gray with very large eyes and extremely long arms and fingers. that didn't speak to me or the other being a through vocal words. it was through mind to mind thought sharing of some kind. ... hard to explain. since the abduction i have seen a few strange things in the starts at night that changed flight patterns and bolted off in another direction that was flying was to fast to be anything i can explain.